15 oct 09

I have to take the trash out. It is cold and rainy, and I have just taken a shower.

Spent all day in bed today, watching innocuous shows. A lot of bridal shows, whose wedding is it anyway and say yes to the dress. They interest me, although I don't want to marry, or want to grow through the process of a wedding. Maybe a perverted curiosity about something foreign and distasteful to me.

Still feeling sick after taking an anxiety pill, but less so than yesterday. I wake up with a headache and feeling fluish sick. I hope there isn't something else wrong with me.

These pills make me tired, and I don't feel like doing anything, even taking a walk, although it is so rainy out that I can't really take a walk.

Now, for the trash. Fun times.